Things are bloody hard work at the moment (details unnecessary). So while I was doing the washing up this afternoon (there is a tranquility in the mundane), this popped up as next to listen to in my podcatcher:Revolutionary Left Radio: Rebellious Mourning: Grief, Death, and Communal Resistance mp3 download shownotes
An hour and forty well spent. Anyone with a radical bone in their body will feel the same. The best expression of "why I am the way I am" I've heard in a very long time.
Let me know if you gave it a listen.